Wednesday, November 28, 2007

~Going Crazy~


Now..my feeling now..really going crazy..like my lovely song..<>~~when the first worst thing i ever hear when 10 minuet before go in for my final exam ~i told by my friends which my total assessment was out!AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS..he told me..I  WAS FAIL IN ASSIGNMENT!!!!DENG~~at first i thought he was kiddin on me..but see from his facial expression..it tell me..IT is TRUE..die lo..i just got 5/20!what the hell was happen to me!i deserved to get 5mark?althoutgh my refrencing dint do very well or got mistake..but why 5 mark..but almost all my friends get 8 marks and abibe!..havent know what is happen..this friday i must go to see MS ang..if not.for the rest for 2 month i wont have good sleep!and seriously..i never get this mark like this before!GOd help me..i cannot afford to fail any subject anymore..i got no gut to know i mgoing to fail one more subject..i will got no more motivation to do better for the rest of the subjects!!i dont want..please somebody help me to release my stress now..i want to cry..cry of why myself so stupid!why i dint take everythigns to done it seriously!tell me!!i just want achieve somethings better!!feel like go to shopping untill poor.~goto eat MCD until i feel dem full..but my friend was right..does it help? answer is NO~so better to control my emotion now..put concentration to do my preparation on next exam and oral presentation!

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